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September 16th, 2016 4:45 pm

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-This Journal is FRIENDS ONLY-
+ bc now I can use my sexeh banner :D

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+ talk to me~!
+ add me first
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July 8th, 2007 11:37 am

Feedback Thread [
This is my feedback thread for people who have bought from me and sold to me. After the transaction is fully completed I appreciate it if you leave me feed back for other people to see.
You can also find my eBay feedback here -> http://feedback.ebay.com/ws/eBayISAPI.dll?ViewFeedback2&userid=yumekoku&ftab=AllFeedback&sspagename=STRK:ME:UFS

When you leave feedback here, please answer the following:
1. Did I buy from you or sell to you?
2. What did I buy from you or sell to you?
3. Comments and anything else.

*Thank you to everyone who leaves feedback, I greatly appreciate it!*
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January 6th, 2007 10:59 pm

Final Fantasy 12, KO'ed. [
[ mood | bouncy ]

So yeah, I just beat Final Fantasy 12 XDD wtf... the ending? yeah.. they didn't, YOU KNOW.. does it seem slightly wtf to anyone else? ahh I'd *heard* from someone *coughROMANcough* that someone he knows has been playing it for 170 hrs. Well I just beat it in a little over 80 w/o the guide on anything except a few hunts I couldn't figure out. I didn't get all the hunts done but that's bc I didn't know I was headed toward the final battle tho I was getting suspicious. So yeah, there's more to do but that means I might be higher leveled and the end will be that much easier.. wtf. XDDD;; ahh it was good though. I like this game. I can't wait for the sequel something 'wings' to come out, I think it's on DS too so I'm all good 8D This FF gets the Ko stamp of approval!

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December 20th, 2006 12:28 am

[ mood | bouncy ]

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July 10th, 2006 12:10 pm

[ mood | happy ]

It's funny watching ppl fight over h.naoto stuff on ebay.. they think that just bc something starts at $0.99 that they should pounce on it simultaneously after it's only been up for 12 hrs.. Hellllllllooo... it wouldn't cost $200 for a pair of pants if you guys would just wait til towards the END of the auction. Narf. :P


On July 6th I went to Chicago, met up with Saki and we went to The Taste of Chicago. I was soooooorely unimpressed and it was way smaller than I figured it would be. One of the first ppl I ran into was this bitch at the drink stand who treated me like shit just bc I am white and she is black. She was nice to the black lady next to me and really snarky to me. I wanted to chuck my pepsi bottle at her fat head but I called her a bitch as I walked off. Anyway, despite all that I actually had a lot of fun. We walked around and ate.. and ate some more bc that's all you do there. I got to try a lot of different things but nothing really new and none of it was 'FANTASTIC!!!' or anything. Saw some girl with a Dir en grey shirt, the one with the zombie soldier, so Saki and I debated on whether she was a real jrock fan or just shops at Hot Topic and thought it was cool looking.

Then we walked thru downtown.. ahh the memories ♥ It was fun and we wound up at the Sanrio store where we bought matching Cinnamoroll bento boxes, chopstick sets and random other things. I so could have spent sooooo much more there but didn't thankfully. This umbrella was only $7.60, can you believe that?!
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After that we wandered around and wound up at Borders where we read manga for bit. Then it was off to dinner at Kyoto where we had a discussion with the waitress we always talk to, about pencil cases and cute stuff. I really should find out her name, we talk to her enough after all! Later I went home.

On the 8th, Saki came to visit me bc I didn't really feel like fighting with ppl on the trains bc it was going to be so busy with the Taste going on. We went and saw PotC 2 (Pot-Sy 2.... XDDD). It was good but basically more of the first.. only slightly not as good.. dunno. I think it's getting cheesey or something. It went on and on and on too.. it's over 2 hrs long o_0; Still it was fun and I wasn't expecting that ending. Will definitely go see no. 3. Then we went to Hot Topic.. saw more of the same nothing and ended up going back to PetCo.. where we adopted our first child, Totoro the chinchilla... XDDD omg he's so cute. My mom can't seem to remember his name though. She's called him Rotoro and Todoku and all sorts of things besides his name... XDDD

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Found out today the rest of my credits transfered to DePaul too.. so I'm happy about that. Now to finish the placement exams, sign up for Premiere and to figure out this plus loan thing!

heheh ok, I'm done. off to work!

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May 4th, 2006 2:40 pm

[ mood | bouncy ]

Well I have one more final, this one for English, at 3:15pm. Then it's off to race and catch the train for Chicago. I'll be at the Hyatt by this evening if all goes well. See those of you who are going there and for those of you that aren't, have a nice weekend!! I'm excited!! 8D

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April 27th, 2006 11:23 pm

[ mood | happy ]

tagged by Mika

Choose your favorite top ten bands.
Post them on your journal and have your friends guess
your second favorite member in each band.
Tag 5 people afterwards.

1. Kagrra,
2. Duel Jewel
3. Rammstein
4. Dir en grey
5. Moll'e Node
6. Phantasmagoria
7. Silver Ash
8. Syndrome
9. Vidoll
10. Panic Channel

tagged - the usual, who ever wants to do it :D
The answer is actually a trick bc the answers are the same for all of them for me XD

ahh.. I suck. I said I was going to update more.. but I didn't. it's been another week, too busy anymore I guess :o Oh well, I try and with ACen coming up I've been working my ass off not only working on my costumes but trying to finish some for Saki as well... so yeah.. not like I haven't been doing anything although my costumes are not very much farther along *sad*. I don't think I'll get to wear Cage Shinya either.. the wig's no where near done :( oh wells.. for some other time I suppose.

Ahh next week is finals and the end of school!! Thank goodness... I enjoy school but it eats my free time and this past semester was stressful! 5 classes = death. Oh well, I shall kick back, relax and enjoy myself for a bit afterwards until I can hopefully find a better job eh..

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April 20th, 2006 6:03 pm

[ mood | silly ]

hahahaha I love my Psych 120 class.. it's so entertaining, mostly bc Dr. Edwards is quite a funny woman 8D Most entertaining stories are about the whackos her patients, including the one she told us today. We're discussing disorders atm and this story was to help explain the difference between Bipolar that ppl think they know and real manic moods. Apparently, she used to manage a house for men with mental disorders and on the Good Friday before Easter one year she got a call from the cops saying that they think they had one of 'her's' that had escaped.. apparently this guy was suffering from a manic state, had wrapped himself in a bed sheet and was standing on top of a building with 2 crusifixes, one made out of 2 broom handles and another was an actual crusifix he'd duct taped to the top of it and was proclaiming to be the son of god... *(_ _)*_'''' ROFLAOS. Needless to say the cops let Edwards handle him and she lured him back inside the building by telling him she felt like god didn't love her anymore... XDDDDD!!!! omg.. it was really hilarious when she told it.. I'm not capable of recreating it. Yesyes, and then I'm sure they hauled his ass back off to the happy place with padded walls.. *snort*

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April 19th, 2006 2:25 pm

[ mood | calm ]

Ok, so Mika mikazuki_chan tagged me with this forever ago.. and due to my absence from LJ I did not know... so here goes:

1) Write down 7 things that piss you off (in no certain order).
2) Tag 7 people.

~Things that piss Ko off~

1) The public being blind to how manipulated they are by the government/big business.
2) Elitists, bc they're cool to hate and annoying as hell.
3) Not having enough time for _ANYTHING_ anymore.
4) Being expected to work, go to school, have a life and hobbies all at once and supporting it all by myself.
5) Anyone above me at work bc they're all assholes.
6) Ppl who just suck.. liars, users, cheaters, ect.
7) My own faults.

Hmm.. I've missed so much since I've been away from LJ.. I suck. So here's my promise to my friends, that I'll try to be around more often and comment and such bc I miss you guys :)

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April 19th, 2006 1:20 pm


...and it's good too!! But what do I expect from one of my favorite bands ever! ♥ ♥
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April 18th, 2006 8:07 pm

[ mood | happy ]

http://www.billboard.com/bbcom/feature/article_display.jsp?vnu_content_id=1002345276 O_o...

hmm.. that reminds me of something that happened to Saki and I a few weekends ago. She came to visit me as usual and we went out to the local Hot Topic bc I've been hunting some new REAL black eyeshadow (which wtf, it seems my HT doesn't carry it anymore but that's another story) and we like to look around HT on the odd chance they have something decent. We were decked out in our h.ANARCHY outfits so of course we looked a bazillion times better than anyone else in there, but alas that is also another story (-o-)/ Anyway, after browsing for awhile and getting the only black eyemakeup I could find, called Eye Smudge (don't get it, it's crap and DOES NOT COME OFF) the girl checking us out, who btw, looked like she might have belonged in Abercrombie (how do those types keep ending up in HT?!) said, "Do you guys read Cure?". Saki and I exchanged glances and didn't say anything for a minute.. I mean.. we were aghast that someone had recognized us. Then I said, "OMG some recongized us. Yes, we do like that.. type of music."
Her: "Yeah, I thought so. You guys are so stylish. I like to look at it but I can't read it."
Me: "Neither can I, but she can. *points to Saki*"
She also told us about this store on Clark St. called '99th Floor' or something by the Pink Frog. Sounds like they might have useful clothes so we'll have to check that next time too.

It's not only odd to be recongized but in this freaking podunk middle of nowhere place.. I've seen lolitas in Chicago though, I want to wear my h.Naoto Blood outfit out some weekend. I want to start carrying a camera with me too... I mean.. Clark St. is interesting and hell, we saw furries IN PUBLIC in the subway station the first weekend I was there XDD I'm just dying to go back! I've been too busy with school lately, but soon, SOOOOOOOOOON!! I shall return!! >:D

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March 27th, 2006 1:26 pm

[ mood | hopeful ]

So, life's the same old, same old. Nothing to really say, besides random tidbits.

Schoolwise: I think 5 classes is just too many.. I have a life outside of school, work, travel time, friends I like to be with, and hobbies. I don't have time for any of that. I'm struggling with school because I simply do not have time to do all this homework and it's been like this since the beginning of the semester. I dunno if I'm going to pass my math class.. and if I do it probably will not be a pretty grade. there goes my 3.67 :D;;; Also filling out an app to DePaul and need to do so for a few other colleges.

Work: It's boring, can't stand it, can't believe I've been there for over a year and so on. Look, I was bored last night so I drew this unicorn/pegasus/lion thinger (O_o)->

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ehhh it's kinda cute, not bad for not having drawn for a long time and I've never tried cats before.. legs look weird. Oh wells. I also tried to give the drawing a slightly more stylized look.. it was hard! Oohh! And I got a $100 yearly bonus, yays, even tho it's totally already gone about 5 times over :D

ACenwise: It's just slightly over a month away.. yays! I can't wait and that's the weekend after school ends, what a present! XD Costumes not really anymore done.. need to work on that damn shinya wig.. that's going to be a bitch to get how I want XP Worked on Saki's Shin kimono this past weekend, despite a few mishaps I think it's coming out well. I love the fabric and I think it was good choice we made to get it. Now I want to go back and get about 10bazillion more yards of it for gothic lolita dresses.. it was only $1.99 a yard XDD Hmm and I guess as long as I can get a hold of Elden, I'll work for him again a bit at ACen. He said I could choose any 3 dresses I want from the Bodyline site and I he'd get them for me to wear at ACen.. but he doesn't know I'm not working full time yet, so I feel bad. Have to talk to him about that. Also, I think I'm going to enter the Gothic and Lolita Fashion Show this year. I think I'll wear my h.Naoto Blood dress and shrug. As soon as it gets here and so do the shoes, I'll take a picture. I need to make some accessories too. hm.. I think it'll be cool! I have ideas, oh noes! >:D

Speaking of which, Saki spent her spring break at my house.. being terribly bored I presume. I wasn't here half of the time with work and school but she did go to school with me one day.. and fell asleep! Also, I think we've come to the mutal agreement that I am going to make fun of her for making random Japanese sound effects and she's going to make fun of me about the 'space button' bc :P
me: f(o_O) *trying to text msg on ma phone* I don't get it, how do you get spaces in the messages?
saki: (o.0);;;; *looks and points* ...with the button that says 'space'...? *poink*
me: (¬.¬);;; *snatch* shutup! gimme that!
saki: XDDDD

We bleached her hair this weekend too, now it looks like Kanon's from An Cafe, so I hope she's happily on her way to be slightly more like a pretty boy XD Now it's got me thinking about bleaching my own hair.. it was easy and way cheaper than going to a salon.

Time is going to change soon.. I'll have to go to work and school an hour earlier.. I no like that even tho it makes more sense for us to be on time with Chicago than freaking NEW YORK XP LOL guess we are no longer special and have our own time zone.

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March 6th, 2006 1:11 pm

As I have told a few ppl.. I'm starting to feel kind of lame about ACen this eyar.. Most of my friends have new costumes and I'm mostly going to be wearing my old ones again that still aren't finished and new ones that might not be finished, ect. T_T Everyone's going to be cool and I'm going to be a repeat!! So far everyone told me 'you're so busy tho!'. Am I really? I'd like to think I am.. otherwise I'm just a really big lazy ass o_0;;; So anyway, here's my current list of costumes possible for ACen:
Dir en grey
Schwein no Isu (70%) - The only thing I've done to this costume since last year is added some beading along the bottom... *headdesk*
Raison D'etre (80%) - well I got the shrug finished but the neckpeice disappeared and I still have to make the butt bow. I hope I have enough pvc left
Myaku (10%) - The sleeves are being a bitch for some reason and don't want to cooperate. Have most of the material tho and it looks like it's going to turn out well.. I hope --;;
Cage (80%) - It's almost done, can't find that damn belt tho XP. Waiting for the wig to get here so I can style it
Myaku (0%) - Have the fur, pondering fabric choices, to go with what I like or to go for accuracy? that is the question!
Akiya, original indies (100%?) - it's just bits of stuff I have already XD;
Nao, Nue (10%) - UGH.. someDAY I will finish this costume
Jun, Mikansei to Guilt (0%) - I love this costume, I want it
Raspberry Lolita dress & Gothic Lolita dress (0%) -yeah I haven't exactly had time for these yet

There's probably more that I've started on and forgot about.. XD;

The ones that will hopefully be ready for ACen:
Toshiya Myaku, RD, SnI
Shinya Cage

5 costumes for 1 full day and 2 half days.. hahaha omg.. no time. XD; and I don't like wearing them over again.. but you know what? After all the time/thought/money/effort I put into these costume I'd BETTER wear them lots and lots and lots. Saki and I will hopefully be going fabric shopping this weekend. I'm hoping I can find some good pleather and pvc so I don't have to order it online and pay shipping. that kills X_x;

*sigh* off to work now.
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January 25th, 2006 1:51 pm

[ mood | bouncy ]

Wheee!! Wallpapers! All Dir en grey themed this time! I rather like these, it's all Kyo's fault XDD the group one is my current desktop.
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yay! now off to bass lessons with me :D

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December 24th, 2005 1:04 pm

Merry Christmas~! [
Yep, Merry Christmas and all that stuff to my peeps! :3 Hope you all have a good one!
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December 3rd, 2005 3:12 pm

[ mood | annoyed ]

Ya know.. I have something I feel the urge to bitch about. :o 'hating' on the 'haters'Collapse )

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December 2nd, 2005 10:15 pm

hey guys... sorry for the lack of updates/comments. I'm not dead, just tired, frustrated and probably whining a lot which I figure no one wants to hear anyway. I know I wouldn't want to hear it 24/7. Soooo.. yeah. I'm still around but not on LJ much. gomen :x I hope all is going well for everyone.
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November 9th, 2005 4:07 pm

I would like to share a story with all of you about how BLOND I really am..Collapse )

Ok, enough making fun of meh o_o; Does anyone know someone who would be interested in hosting my Jrock Wallpapers site.. I really need somewhere to put them permanently. Anyyyyyone? ^^;
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November 6th, 2005 1:24 pm

guess what? I think I maybe in SERIOUS 'danger' :cough: of losing my job :o Seriously, they decided to enforce the dress code which makes me a baaaaaaaaad employee XDDDD ROFL. Our manager told me off about my lip ring and hair (to which I replied it's blond and red, big Whoop D Shit.) And I ignored her for awhile about taking the lip ring out so she followed me around was all 'go to the bathroom and take it out!'. Finally I was like 'FINE' and took it out, in public just to piss people off bc 'that's SO disgusting!'. Then I put it back in later and left the ball out so I could slip it out whenever I saw someone in management come by. Whatever. I could care less. I only keep the job bc I like money and I'm not losing my lip ring bc of them. Nope. Not happening. I am WAY too pig headed for that. I've never had any respect for dress codes bc I think they're stupid for the most part ¬.¬/

And randomly, 2 different little girls told me I had pretty hair yesterday. They're smarter than the adults O_o

Oh and I was at my bro's house this morning and I was THIS close to having the Yume Izuru Chi PV but dad wanted to go and I was hurrying to see if I had a blank CD and long story short, the comp ate the CD, blue screened and I lost the PV. Fuck you life. FUCK YOUUUU!!! >:O

Now I'm off to work. Yay! :D
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November 3rd, 2005 12:08 pm

haha.. you know, I should be studying but here I am. I really need to get a grip and work on my focus. O_o; I was doing so well and then yeah. hmm.. I'll work on it.

Just wanted everyone to know that I'm alright and Sugoicon, Despair's Ray and all the new ppl I met were awesome. I'm working on a report but it takes me foooooooorever.

I got my classes for next semester, now I have to figure out how to pay for them and the dean/my advisor totally went back on what he said to me about being able to transfer. So I am not happy.. nope. Not at all.

In other news, Orange Range is catchy. Thanks SO MUCH for those CDs you sent me aricos :D I've had them for forever but I can always dig thru them and find new stuff or things I forgot about X3
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